Saturday, 15 August 2009

"Her Heart Is Pure And Yours Is Mucky"

I had a dream last night.

I was following this light. Not sure where I was. I had no shoes on and there was water up to my ankles, but it felt like smoke. I was tired, and alone, but felt calm and light. I knew there was something behind me, watching me, but I didn't mind for now. I also had something in my hand, but I don't know what it was. I was following this white blur of light for what seemed an eternity, knowing that when I reached it I would know why I had followed it. I knew I would find peace and serenity, and not be scared any more. As I approached the light, a man appeared in front of me, looking at me reproachfully.

"Stay away from her. Her heart is pure and yours is mucky." he said. I turned away and everything went dark.

I'm not one for the paranormal and omens and ghosties and that, but this dream really unhinged me. I suppose its about feeling vulnerable and turned down and wanting and following something but that I think when I get to it, it wont be there, or it wont want me.. but whatever Freudian interpretation of death and sex, theres a definite sense of searching, in both my conscious and subconscious. Searching.

But what for..?

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